I am praying for God to add some innocent ignorance back into my life. I broke the Ecclesiastes commandment to not be overwise. It happened somewhere in my twenties when I decided to give secular wisdom a try at answering life's mysteries. And so I spent a not insignificant time during that decade reading any historical, political, psychological, sociological, and philosophical work that I deemed interesting. But all I got was more questions than answers. And what answers I found are unsatisfying, even if they are true (i.e. history is cyclical, and there is no new thing under the sun.) Moreover being too smart also led to me trying my hand in exercising myself in great things, and matters too high for me, which is contrary to the commandment.
This all gives me feelings of alienation from all other people. Even from people which appear to have my welfare in mind. It also feels like I've been unwittingly optimizing fun out of my life. And that a part of my daily struggles with depression and anxiety stem from going against the Lord's word on these matters of wisdom.